Mathias battles the Ego

I'm in the middle of a zen retreat and today's discourse was about ego and how it is reborn when nirvana is attained. Currently my ego isn't too fond of it's death and it put up quite a stink today, giving me all these reasons why it should stick around a little longer. And I fully agree, and I find great peace in not lying to myself about that.

The Last Day Of Our Acquaintance by Sinead O'Connor hasn't left my brain since this discourse.

This is the last day of our acquaintance
I will meet you later in somebody's office
I'll talk but you won't listen to me
I know what your answer will be
I know you don't love me anymore
You used to hold my hand when the plane took off
Two years ago there just seemed so much more
And I don't know what happened to our love
Today's the day
Our friendship has been stale
And we will meet later to finalize the details
Two years ago the seed was planted
And since then you have taken me for granted
But this is the last day of our acquaintance
I will meet you later in somebody's office
I'll talk but you won't listen to me
I know your answer already
But this is the last day of our acquaintance
I will meet you later in somebody's office
I'll talk but you won't listen to me
I know your answer already
I know your answer already
I know your answer already

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